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 Dream. Security guardhouse palm spring first pov.

有一个half korean女人的尸体在地上 头还有血 ....然后那些guard轮流拿他们的武器敲碎人家的头部💆......我就吓到 慢慢走过.....有一个guard盯着我👀
我就很着急.....我假装没有看到
就进回车里。。 然后就很跟我爸爸说guardhse有东西发生
他不理那么多，要走了我很着急.....就跟他说事实他.......他也下车看了一眼.....他就火大 ......气冲冲走过去......刚好那个security总监驾车出来......然后后面guardhse的guard都在看他......那个总监roll 下窗.....我爸爸开口骂的时候.........guardhse的窗口爆掉然后我爸爸颤抖着几秒.... 倒在地上倒在血泊中 .....我, 妈妈 还有弟弟在车里看着前面发生的都吓呆.....然后车的窗碎掉 子弹炸爆我弟弟的头 在我旁边🙃我整个飞出去........然后zigzag跑真的感觉到子弹whiuuuuuu 飞过的感觉从右肩膀吹过 两次。 往内condo跑
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