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Woman with tattoos body of Heather cassils Man olive skinned and goatee, medium height, graying hairs
A tattooed couple of junkies who did theatre had a video gig in the top floor of an abandoned cathedral I like to go to (that was opposite my uncle Myra's tavern where I presumably lived called the top hat that had a cutout of a man in an old style moustached rugged gentleman rearing in the place of a lamppost outside) (Surprised me as I often go there to the empty floor to check out the old crackling LED lighting of the cross emblem that lights up still in the night.) I went to check out the lighted room, as they occupied the open room beside the bell room I was in. The woman looked like she had had a habit of doing extra shots of illegal (of sexual enchancing and steroidy stuff) before gigs to spice things up. Ends up overdosing as i watched from an adjacent window, and had heighten urge to hurt herself for sadistic pleasures, as her system went overdrive. She jitters to the edge of the roof and almost jumped but still reined in self control enough to call for help. Her partner prevented her suicide by telling her to jump off another side of the building a safer way, so as to quench the overdrive of the illegal. She falls on trash cans, that bent and broke her fall to concrete. Almost. Bleeding, Knocked unconscious, but fine.
The man saw a shadow (me) and came hunting. I went to the opposite side of the street (through the linking buildings on the left of
Man had extremely agile instincts, feels like an aged man but can handle urban swinging good, He was gloved and had a hat. Used an obsidian carved umbrella to hook on ledges as he swung.Cut t9 next scene. He investigates in the morning, I see him from my. Pov sweeping the street, he be swinging to my uncle's taverm/beer bar? In the morning, top hat and all, and he turns and looks straight at me. Wake.

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