Skip to main content

2008

 I feel so detatched

Not in the sense where im disconnected from society, but in the sense where a human brain cannot comprehend the actual purpose or questions that are meant to be asked.

And yet,  I know that there is a quest in the question, and i thirst for it to be answered...but it rarely slights,  and it doesn't help, other than just show the irregularity of the function the stifling question presents itself,  in a factor that couldn't be encrypted in the chemistry of the human self.  Other senses and personalities defined as human may be a plus blessing, but they ultimately distract oneself from the presence of the ultimate question. Not precisely who I am,  but more of a loosely based set of what I'm here for and why I'm in this form, revealing the "existential crisis" people feel,  but somehow it feels larger, for existentialism may be a product of human cognition, but this question cannot be comprehended and is seldom properly digested by those who think it. 

I've asked and surveyed,. No one sees the similarity.  I would associate it with how pride results in this realisation\how narcissism proves itself through this self_aware uniqueness...but one can never be sure.

This is.the first time ...in literally 10 years after the discovery...that Ive put it in words. Does it accomplish anything? I do not know. Another might interpret it the same way, and feel my thoughts to be a false mirror to test their uniqueness. I do not know. The question never reveals. One does not even know where to begin, as what one finds cannot be put into mental cognition. Try to think outside THAT box.

Labels:

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

7 WAYS for achieving your purpose

 CHOOSE YOUR DIRECTION make use of free will.   Jesus and the blind man. Why does Jesus ask him what he wants when it is obvious he want to see? Choose area (learning, marriage, finance, friendships) of importance to you, and make 3-10 goals. What measurable  and compelling goal is possible? Set the goal, and then you have the direction. Reticular activating system: it helps you find whatever you are focusing on.  E.g. Search for blue items. Okay, how many purple items are there? you don't know. Because you only focus on what you look for. Your brain gets excited and get power the moment it knows what direction it is about to take. Decide  your exact deadline when you will achieve it. Also, ascertain what you want to sacrifice . (time/money/patience/difficult situations) The price will be  "Where there is no vision, people perish"-Solomon  CHOOSE YOUR REASONS Do you have insight to yourself? Be a person of deep water, look deeper. Introspect. What...
Post a Comment
Read more
  A quiet place Lit umbrella Empty at times At others Tripping with wires White light Once Bright burning flavescent Yellow and crumpling in its notes. Then the umbrella folds. Another takes its place. Life in the Dark Room.
Post a Comment
Read more

Conflating the liberty of freedom and burden of choice, and finding the balance in between

"...the individual ceases to be himself; he adopts entirely the kind of personality offered to him by cultural patterns; and he therefore becomes exactly as all others are and as they expect him to be...The person who gives up his individual self and becomes an automaton, identical with millions of other automatons around him, need not feel alone and anxious any more. But the price he pays, however, is high; it is the loss of his self." -Escape From Freedom by Erich Fromm, first published by Holt, Rineheart and Winston, New York, 1941. http://www.alternativeinsight.com/Escape_from_freedom.html and then comes the question many strive to answer; what do we risk to lose when we are already in an individualised state of mind? Even more, i think. The attraction of the self makes it even harder to conform, whilst the pressure for conformity never ceases—in fact the pressure exponentially increases—staring you down through that bright screen all day and for most of the night. Freedo...
Post a Comment
Read more